DAY 73 (March 14, 2014)

While I am in the mode of remembering what are the significant things that happened to me this day I came up with a thought that we always wanted to be remembered as a good person but sometimes our acts contradict to this ultimate goal. I don’t know why sometimes, our acts are not leading to what we really want, maybe because we are all humans and we make mistakes. Intentionally or not, we have the capability to hurt someone’s feeling.

Today is a combination of sour and sweet feelings. I am thankful to know that all my efforts are well appreciated. I am thankful to meet a senior officer who has plans for me and who is willing to teach me; someone who doesn’t settle for mediocrity but someone who pushes me to do ordinary tasks extraordinarily well and right.  She told me the things that I have to improve but she also told me my strong points. I’m really looking forward to learn a lot of things from her.

The sour side is that she told me that she was informed by someone that I was scared of her. The truth is, at first I was intimidated and a little bit shy of her. The “scared” thing is something that was feed to me by other persons. They teased me that I was scared of her. But this experience taught me how to be careful with what I say and think a thousand times before I say a word.

Nevertheless, this day is something to be remembered.